Thursday Triumphs and Tribulations

Hello and Welcome back

 After a day of having the flu, feeling like I was dying and quite sure at one point I saw the white light I am happy to report I am on the mend, well besides still having the chills and feeling like I have been run over by an elephant.  Today will be a busy one, preparing for not only a test tomorrow on animal diseases and vaccines but I also have a test, miderm , and final exam to write on nutrition. Oh and there is also the fact that I start working with the vet tomorrow morning. To say I am scared shitless is the understatement of the century.

  There is so much to remember for the exams as well as everything to remember when I am at work, first and foremost, be there on time and dont forget to wear comfortable footware, scrubs and a smile.  I am up for any challenge given to me, and in saying so am absolutley without any doubt thrilled at the chance to see things up close and personal but also scared my nerves will get the best of me and I will end up slicing my hand open while cleaning surgical equipment. That would be a great first impression to say the least.  Can just hear the vet now, shes pretty smart but good lord shes clumsy.

  My hands are shaking as I type this, I cant seem to stop them no matter what I have tried. I keep telling myself , You can do this, to which self replies, sure you can but by the end of the day your going to need a few shots of fireball to calm your nerves.  I tell self that since tomorrow is friday and they dont call me fireball friday for nothing, I think thats a very good idea.  It could be it is not just my nerves making me shaky, I just realized all I have eaten today is a whores breakfast,,, coffee and cigarettes ! 4 coffee into an already jittery body come to find out is not a good thing.  Only good thing going for me today is, I woke up with a pulse, I only tripped over the cat 4 times, and Im having a good hair day. I was told I was loved by the most special man who everyday makes my heart grow even more, and the new clothes I bought yesterday not only fit me nicely they also look smokin hot. Figure that should get me some extra love tomorrow night when Trevor gets home, LADIESSSSSSSSSSSS are you with me?

  I am beginning to feel like I can conquer tomorrow and now only can I ,, I know I will, because that my friends is how this bitch rolls.  Whats not to look forward to and be happy about, its friday, Trevor will be home, its friday so that means hello fireball my old friend, and its the beginning to brand new adventures working with animals, and at the end of the day not only will I tell myself, good job you did well , now pour yourself a shot, kick back and celebrate, but I will also be able to say"I'm so happy I could shit rainbows and fart fairy dust"  I hope you to can all have days that make you so happy you to can say im so happy I could shit rainbows and fart fairydust.